Closed until further notice

This blog is going on a temporary retirement holiday. Or maybe just a holiday. It will come back either together with my inspiration or time or boredom or in my next student lifetime 2010 (oh yeah!). Who knows what future will bring. I just feel like life has been rushing lately, and I only get frustrated if I don’t get to capture at least a little bit of it on here – it’s been amazing 2,5 years on the blog, but now I am going to indulge with my life fully, and hopefully the spirals of my delirious mind will be a notebook enough to memorise those youthful days. I keep 2 notebooks with little notes though, and I write loads of e-mails. I shan’t be forgotten. I shan’t forget me. Peace out my 1 or 2 devoted readers… T’was fun!

a quickie

I’m having a chick flick night tonight and I am really too high on sugar for a number of exciting! reasons -- that I shall keep to myself for the time-being – to write or let alone – to think about writing. I have however come up with an idea of my own business (after baseball caps with quotes on them, and afro-bags <--- hey, now that I think of it, they are still pretty smashing ideas if i can say so myself) … being: CUPCAKES! Because they are just the cutest little pieces of art. Yes. I am going to bake cupcakes. For money (or rather for people, or “cupcake-lovers” if you like…). G’nite.

TMI Monday

Another blogging hiatus. I do not know what the deal is really. I genuinely want to divulge my quirkiest and even the most boring thoughts and stories in the internet-verse, yet something keeps on blocking me. Could it be a full time job and the fact that extra curricular activities after 5pm do not come with that much ease anymore? Whatever it may be – it’s gotta stop. Because I did say that on this blog before that I wanna be famous and have groupies ;)

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Movin on. I had a very sweaty weekend. And it wasn’t just from cleaning my room and re-arranging all the shizzle in my wardrobe. Oh yes yes – TMI Monday – my new weekly “blog column” (hihi) if you please! TMI = Too Much Information. You may say “what do you mean, like what, like dirty-from-under-the-covers-sex-naked-type of information?” And you may be just right… If it was not for the fact that I have promised myself that I will not disclose the details of my relationship for a while, until it really does settle (if ever! oh my…). “So what’s the point of the whole TMI day/column/rumble?” you’d ask. Well, cats and kittens, there is a number of reasons, which go as follows:

1) I will serve you the juicy-from-under-the-skirt stories in small doses, and will merely focus on my past, rather than present… 2) I just really wanted to have a “themed day” on my blog. 3) Yeah, I just figured that if i developed some kind of routine in posting my blogs it would a) allow me to have more fun on this blonkastic blonk b) make me seem cooler (not that I am not already oh so cool).

So that’s that. As for the news, I am working on developing my own film blog, and getting “my own” film job. While the former hard is not, the latter presents a bit of a challenge. Oh, and not moving houses just yet. Decided to take better care of my finances first and well - a stable job would be a bonus if the rent is going to suck more pennies outta me.

Dammit, to start Monday with a bang, I got an e-mail from mummy, at 7:43 to be precise, telling me that the recession in the UK has really kicked in now, and the government has produced special brochures for this year’s graduates to advise them on employment… what these brochures apparently say is that people should take up “any” job just to get through this rough period. I should probably Google the whole thing myself, but being just two months away from not having a job (well, even though I am bare busy now in my University temp post, it will expire soon due to lack of work for me to do in August… and so I figured I should by then try and get that "any" job, but in media… Alright. More doing, less talking! Will update you on the progress every Tuesday…) I'd rather stay in the dark. --- Yes, yes, yes! There are other themed days in order! But that should be revealed in the upcoming days of this (hopefully) hot hot hot week….

Oh, and the TMI for today is short and sweet. We used the tingle lube yesterday, and man, wasn’t that an experience. And he even held my hand when we went (food) shopping. Real obscene (do you remember Samantha from SATC and Smith? --- “i am not the holding hands kind of girl” – yeah, something along those lines). We never used to do the "relationshipy" kinna things. Anyway, to give you peeps a little hint – my relationship is back on track (for a 1000th time), and this time, hopefully – developing. So, what did YOU do over the weekend? ;)

Knocked down

“For what it’s worth: it’s never too late to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you can make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you’re proud of. If you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again”

--- this beautiful quote was stolen from ‘The curious case of Benjamin Button’, and my favourite NY blogger, Julia Allison. I am in a very low-key mode… My personal drama has totally numbed me down, and I can officially say that I am not going to talk about it until it is fully resolved. Ironically, in this blog, I wanted to talk about love, sex, and relationships. I’ve  looked at myself in the mirror in this past week, that had gone so fast, and in silence, and I saw someone I don’t want to be anymore. But… look: above quote. Will I have the strength? Right now I feel defeated.